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Aug. 5th, 2016

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I just got out of a work shift. Sometimes it's really hard not to cry in public. My nose was running because I was thinking about some really awful things and how bad the world is and how it's hard to make peace with my life so I was sniffling a lot and now I'm crying in the car. The last half hour seemed to last forever. I feel completely powerless and like I have no control over my own life. I feel like I've been through a lot more than most people have and some days it's just really hard to not break down in tears right in front of everyone. It feels like everyone close to me is waging war with me and I have nowhere to turn. I feel like I've been everyone's whipping girl. It's hard to bear this without giving in and crying.

Jan. 13th, 2016

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Deodorant shmeoderant

Oct. 27th, 2015

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Ultraviolence by Lana Del Rey - karaoke series





As requested by @iamkellyflynn, this is Ultraviolence by Lana Del Rey as part of my karaoke video series.

You can view all of my karaoke videos on my YouTube channel and through Facebook.

Fun fact: my dad’s name is Jim.

Casual karaoke is therapeutic for me and I’m having a lot of fun with it. Please feel free to give me a request!


Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/kathryndearborn?ty=h
Twitter: https://twitter.com/GorgeousFace

Oct. 18th, 2015

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FRIENDS ONLY

This journal is full of horrible stories. I might add you to read if you comment.

Feb. 1st, 2014

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Katy-Hole

Jul. 20th, 2012

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Super serial internet Casanova
comments on your journal, yeah, really gets to know ya

Jul. 19th, 2012

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The Dead Things We Are Made Of

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New song coming out very soon for which I wrote, performed, and produced the vocals.  http://www.sefiros.co.uk for more info.

May. 5th, 2012

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Practicing my German at 3 AM.

May. 1st, 2012

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I am listening to Jack White and I am in love.

Apr. 18th, 2012

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It would be really fun to do an album or work like Bjork's Biophilia.


Rose chased a horse half a mile down the railroad bed behind my house where horseback riders like to go.  She is much faster than I.  I ran as fast as I could to catch her and finally caught up when she stopped in someone's yard who has horses.  She was just mesmerized by them, I guess.  I had to pick her up and carry her home because I didn't have the leash with me.  It was a good workout, at least.

My eyes are drooping.

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